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Jun. 21st, 2006 08:01 pmWell, I didn't get a chance to speak to Amy today. To be honest, I was just hanging back partly to see if she would talk to me, and partly to decide what to do next. She didn't speak or even glance at me when she walked past my desk, although I think I did catch her looking at me a couple of times, although that might have been my imagination, also our desks face each other anyway. She actually seemed to be spending a lot of time chatting with a bunch of guys sitting around her table.
We found out today that our section is moving to another office upstairs. Immediatley I felt in total despair, because it would mean no more Amy! However thinking about it, it won't happen for at least another two weeks, more likely about three or four, to get to know Amy at least to the stage where I can invite her out for coffee, or even just to e-mail her on the office e-mail system. Another thing is that it means that even if I do make a fool of myself it will be in front of people who I'm probably never going to see again, or at least not often. Also it's only upstairs, I'll still be able to see her. I just won't be able to see her all day.
At least I've made a move anyway. It took about an hour of steeling up my courage to get up and talk to Amy yesterday afternoon, but I did manage to do it after all. Even if things don't work out with Amy, there's always the possibility it might work out with someone else. I don't know.
On Monday it will be exactly a year since I moved out of my parent's house. Quite a lot has changed for me since then! I do think that I have more chance of getting a girlfriend now, then I have done at any other time in my life. Which admittedly isn't really saying much!
We found out today that our section is moving to another office upstairs. Immediatley I felt in total despair, because it would mean no more Amy! However thinking about it, it won't happen for at least another two weeks, more likely about three or four, to get to know Amy at least to the stage where I can invite her out for coffee, or even just to e-mail her on the office e-mail system. Another thing is that it means that even if I do make a fool of myself it will be in front of people who I'm probably never going to see again, or at least not often. Also it's only upstairs, I'll still be able to see her. I just won't be able to see her all day.
At least I've made a move anyway. It took about an hour of steeling up my courage to get up and talk to Amy yesterday afternoon, but I did manage to do it after all. Even if things don't work out with Amy, there's always the possibility it might work out with someone else. I don't know.
On Monday it will be exactly a year since I moved out of my parent's house. Quite a lot has changed for me since then! I do think that I have more chance of getting a girlfriend now, then I have done at any other time in my life. Which admittedly isn't really saying much!