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Jun. 19th, 2006 07:49 pmAnother day at work and that meant of course more Amy (sorry if you're bored of reading about her)! I still haven't managed to talk to her! She actually left quite early today. The problem is not really Amy, although I am pretty shy about talking to her, but it's more the fact that there are so many people around her. I just wish there was a way that I could casually talk to Amy without anyone really being around, not for any kind of odd or sinister reason, but just because it's so much more embarrassing in front of everyone. I wonder if Amy has ever noticed me. We sit directly facing each other, although on opposite ends of the room. It's great because it gives me an opportunity to look at her all day and get depressed everytime guys talk to her! Like I said a couple of days ago, it's the "Spider-Man" situation, where because Tobey Maguire never makes a move Kirsten Dunst doesn't know he's interested in her and ends up with his best friend.
Maybe Amy is interested in me, I don't know! It's not very likely, at all, but maybe it is theoretically possible. She looks so sweet and so beautiful, it's amazing.
One odd thing actually that happened today was that I got a comment posted today on an on-line diary entry that I had written in July 2004 on a site called MyDearDiary.com, that I used to use before I discovered LiveJournal. It was just a kind of "long time no see" comment, I was just quite surprised when I saw it!
I'm pleased that people liked the photographs, personally I preferred the bottom one becasue it doesn't have me in it. Do I really have a hope of being attractive to Amy, or anyone? I doubt it, sincerely. Maybe if I could somehow transform into a completely different person.
I know that Kurt Conbain quote that "wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are", but I've always wanted to be someone better. Sorry, I'm a bit depressed today, so i'm quite whiny. The whole Amy situation is really getting me down.
Maybe Amy is interested in me, I don't know! It's not very likely, at all, but maybe it is theoretically possible. She looks so sweet and so beautiful, it's amazing.
One odd thing actually that happened today was that I got a comment posted today on an on-line diary entry that I had written in July 2004 on a site called MyDearDiary.com, that I used to use before I discovered LiveJournal. It was just a kind of "long time no see" comment, I was just quite surprised when I saw it!
I'm pleased that people liked the photographs, personally I preferred the bottom one becasue it doesn't have me in it. Do I really have a hope of being attractive to Amy, or anyone? I doubt it, sincerely. Maybe if I could somehow transform into a completely different person.
I know that Kurt Conbain quote that "wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are", but I've always wanted to be someone better. Sorry, I'm a bit depressed today, so i'm quite whiny. The whole Amy situation is really getting me down.
