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Today has probably been one of the most miserable days of my life, honestly. I have been completely depressed all day waiting for Michele to get back to me, and clutching to slender hopes: I know that she had to work yesterday, I know that she dosen't often reply to messages very quickly and often it does take a few days, also her mother is coming up today for a week's holiday so she is probably busy anyway and also I've met up with Michele three times now and we have built up a friendship so surely she would at least reply to my message even if she didn;t want to see me again, because it's not as if I put anything offensive or even too strong in the message, I just said that "Michele, I have to say that I do have feelings for you. I hope that I'm not out of line and that we can still be friends". I still keep thinking though that she'll never reply and our friendship is destroyed. I wish I'd never sent that damn message now.